Kai-yaah~ ...
IDK how to say this. The coming-of-age tradition is kinda unnerving. I dunno but I am quite scared or nervous for that.
sleepy (or winking?) Kai
agressive Kai (#IntenseGaze, on Twitter to see those amazing and sultry eyes *^*)
the world's best singer!!!
Coming-of-age day. You can get married, smoke, drink and all those 'adult' stuffs. Now you'll be able to do it freely. Without any hindrance. It really really bothers me to the point I feel like sulking.
seriously, this is my face whenever I get reminded of that event. Why do I keep having this gut feeling that something else or more like something big will change if that day I am dreading comes.
Why can't you stay like this? Innocent, cute, little boy. Well, all things change. Just don't overdo those things or idk maybe it's just me being my self again. Always protective of you. Well whatever you do I will always support you.
I am really really mesmerized by you. Your different emotions and facial expressions, I've love them for so long. I will never want to part from it. And as far as I know staying with you is what I will always want to do.
One thing I know that won't change is my love for you. Only you. Always you. Forever you.
What's going on ...
YES! Now I can freely update this
thingy LOL it’s been two weeks since I wanted to rant all these stupid stuffs
on going in our university but naah.
Anyway, first off!
Constitution! That XX LOL that subject was dragging the energy out of my life.
As in I literally almost went on a hand-to-hand combat with our professor. I
just stopped myself and calmed my mind for a while coz I know that I will be called
to Guidance Office (or the Deans!) if I didn’t manage to maintain my composure
>_< well congratulations to me coz I freaking survived it! Got a high
final grade too! \m/ DO YOU HEAR ME SCREAMING? ヾ (*´∀`*) ノ
Next stop, term paper (#゚Д゚) it also got into my nerves coz
freaking group mates so amazing! (#゚Д゚) they divided the supposedly group work (one
chapter … YES! ONE CHAPTER ONLY!!!) among themselves. Like wth men, I WAS LEFT
TO DO CHAPTER 2 TO A LITTLE BIT OF 5 TO ME!!! So amazing, right!?!?!?! I have
to force myself to give them a s l o w c l a p ヽ(`Д´)ノ
I slept that day [032414]
midnight. HECK YEAH, MIDNIGHT! (☄ฺ◣д◢)☄ฺ in the morning I was
amazed (once again!) with myself for being so amazingly patient LOL I didn’t
even fight (answered in an annoying way) to my professor there. I was just
smiling this sweet-as-sugar smile. Even though inside me every single emotion I
felt is sour as vinegar! Well I still managed to survive it halfway HAHAHA and
got amazing grades for myself since my last semester’s grade there was
FAILURE!!! Not absolute failure but it’s not absolutely satisfactory enough for
me.
Finally, the POWER POINT! Damn, power point being such a
pain in the ass! We used to be so closed back then but what happened? I am superbly
pissed off. I managed to finish it ahead of the deadline and I also helped my
cousin but TA MA DE it doesn’t work with other freaking computer. Shit so
annoying like it’s not COMPATIBLE! ( T.T) I asked the help of my classmate on the day
before the freaking deadline coz that’s the day I learned it’s not compatible
with others. MAN, TOO PISSED OFF! I am also in the verge of punching anyone,
anytime, anywhere who will cross my way wrongly coz wth TOO PISSED OFF. I also
ate late that time so YEAH. YOU KNOW WHAT IT FEELS LIKE.
BUT WONDERS OF ALL WONDERS. A MIRACLE HAPPENED!!! I
managed to finish the stupid power point for our finals and I managed to burn a
CD man! Wth too proud of myself \m/ hopefully the stupid CD alongside its
contents worked well in our professors computer because if not then idek what I
will potentially do ‘cause yeah I have awkward issues with self (bipolar mode!)
-_-
And recently I was very, very happy with the events that
are happening in my life. First off is Kim Jong In’s website update hahaha the
words he used are all too familiar to me. It’s like those came from my own mind
and most is my thoughts, secret words unspoken to him, but idk it made me feel
closer to him more and it made me realize how much I have fallen for that guy.
Lucky me~ ^_^v oh and he keeps on using “P.S” that got me thinking he is really
talkative and quirky in his own cute ways :p Cutie~ and I haven’t mentioned yet
that Airport Fashion of his during 140405 if I am not mistaken of the date, he
wore sunglasses. YES. HE. WORE. FREAKING. SHADES. AS. AN. AIRPORT. FASHION.
O--<--< oh man, I was dead the moment I saw those preview photos and its
HQs >_< amazing and most proper way to kill me KJI ~_~
Now let’s go to the most recent events in my life ha! I
am seriously annoyed with people trying to act all high-and-mighty on me but
don’t even have the right guts to do it. Or it is not even applicable for them.
Coz basically most of my peers thinking are behind me. IDK, like you’re still
thinking it but me is like “been there, done that”. Well, yeah. And idk man, I
mean talking to me about priorities in life. Particularly, figuring out my
priorities in life. Honestly I have known my priorities and set off my mind
into reaching and achieving them two years ago. Yes, been doing and planned it
all along, TWO. FREAKING. YEARS. AGO. So don’t ya go preaching to me about
setting and knowing your priorities man, coz you’ve been doing (or more like
contemplating about it the past days) while I have done thinking about it years
ago. People these days. Some are just ugh idk, whatever.
Well this is mostly the summary of my life the past few
uhm, months OTL gaah, I haven’t updated for THAT long OMG I want to cry. I am
so sorry. T^T
P.S (yes, following my role model, KJI hahaha)
I really want to buy a laptop and Samsung Note II for
myself. I do hope I can manage to do it. So basically yeah, been doing (or more
like planning/thinking) on what work I should take during summer break. Two
months rest then back to school stuffs again UGH. UGH. UGH.
P.P.S
this is the photo of KJI. (photos not mine!!!)
Jessi and Kai
I don't know how to start this actually but ...
如此驚人的人!不能相信它們的存在!
Let's start with this one ...
if she isn't amazing and handsome there then what?!?!?
太帥了!
now with another one ...
but then when she's so handsoooome. She can be a cutie. And be very pretty!
And then be dorky!
Jessi got me like ...
I REALLY HAVE MIXED EMOTIONS WITH THIS PHOTO. WELL ANYWAY, WON'T BE MINDING YOU FOR A MONTH BECAUSE MY MIND IS ALREADY CRAMMED UP WITH A LOT OF THINGS.
I can't let myself think of you as someone who is adding pressure/stress on me.
it's Friday~ Friday~
good thing we don't have any classes during this day :D \m/now I can actually finish all those school works for me. The thesis, report and take-home exams :3
I really have to finish it all because NEXT WEEK IS COMEBACK WEEK!!! I've already written on my schedule that me and my cousin are going to watch it fyeah!!! \m/
but can I really finish all today?!?!?!?
FOR THE SAKE OF GIRLS' GENERATION I WILL!!! hahaha
Almost END of Month
So it is almost the end of the month day. Been doing a lot of school stuffs T_T Cramming up because those works were told late (or deliberately told late) for us to have a difficult time. Well, I've been trying so hard to change my perspective about time management and ... CONGRATULATIONS TO ME! No more the cramming girl (well still here just hibernating! LOL~) and finally working it up all night, I managed to finish AHEAD OF TIME! Yes, it is still shocking me hahaha :)But as I am typing this post, I am procrastinating and freezing to death (seriously, idek why I am easily getting cold nowadays! This is so not me! Look at what climate change did to my body! LOL) anyway, I am so LATE!
KIDDING! BYE~
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